I know I haven't blogged in forever. I just don't have much to say.

That's not true. I have tons to say. I mean, any of you who actually know me know that I have an opinion on absolutely everything. But I don't feel like I can/want to blog about it.

I guess I just feel like my blog reflects my life. It's a little stagnant. I mean, I don't have a whole lot going on. That's not to say I'm not happy. I'm very happy. I have an amazing husband who I adore, some pretty cute dogs, great friends, a job I enjoy, etc. But I still feel stagnant. I think it's because I haven't found much to do after college. In college I was incredibly involved. I was always on the go, attending meetings, etc. But now, I don't have any of that. I don't feel like I'm being productive with my life right now. I'm working on changing that, but I guess that's why I haven't blogged much.

It also kind of feels like everything is in limbo for me in some way. Derek and I won't be in LG forever. We're going to move in the next few years. Then we have a fresh start. But we'll also be here for 2 more years or so. Part of me feels like I'm just waiting to move to do something. Even though that's really ridiculous because I have at least 2 entire years to get involved with things, to do things. In some ways I even still feel stuck in that "not in college but not entirely an adult yet" phase. I know I am an adult, I have a spouse and bills and responsibilities and all of that, but it still feels a little weird.

I know that's a lot of rambling, but I figured I'd give you a reason why I haven't blogged in so long. I'll work on it. :)


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